Being Philosophical

Why the title of this blog?

I think it has something to do with how I feel about my life. I seem to always be going from times of feeling very comfortable, and then having myself pulled out of my comfort zone into something very new and often frightening. Maybe everyone feels this way, or maybe I am among the few and weird, but that’s ok too.

Up to four years ago, I thought my career was set for life. I had been at it for nineteen years and expected to finish it twenty five years later, but no. Due to circumstances beyond my control, we were retired fours years ago.

Suddenly my whole life was turned upside-down. All of the sudden, this family of 5-plus-1 dog would soon be homeless, jobless, and car-less.

There were many shaky moments when I wondered and cried, “Why?” But looking back – which is always easier then looking forward – I can see how much we have all grown, matured and relaxed about life, our relationships with each other, and, most important, our relationships with God.

Today, we have a home, a vehicle, and an income. You see, for this stage it was a happy ending, but a rocky road to get there. But then, I don’t think we as humans can grow and mature without a rocky road in our path. Just like the toddler who falls many times before he masters walking, I have to have the rug pulled out from under me to remind me who is really in charge of this life.

— Kareen
Tue, Nov 2^nd, 2004 · 2:05am ↑

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