Life is not fair
*warning the following is a complaint do not read if you don't want to hear it.
It's 5:25am, and I am off to work in a few mintues but wanted to express my frustration and exhaustion.
It's not fair that my children who are dearly loved, have such pain and suffering to go through in this life. It's not fair that my oldest has to live in pain and have to deal with so many issues. It's not fair that my second child has to live in a world of her own, in her own frustration in trying to figure out the world. It's not fair that my son has his own frustrations in his job and finally it's not fair that my hubby has to live in a body that is falling apart long before it's time to.
No, life is not fair and I wish as a mom and wife that I could make it all better but these are things you can't kiss and make better. You can't even really express your own frustration because that would just add to their pain. So you cope as best you can in this unfair world.
I know there are many many things I can and I am thankful for and there are many blessings that have come my way. I know that I have much support and there are the joys and laughter that do make it all worth while,
You see, I know that life is not fair to you too and the child in me just wants to stamp my foot and yell "It's not fair!"
ok, I think I have it out of my system for today,
to those who listened, I thank you.
— Kareen
Wed, Aug 15